Thursday, June 08, 2006

a dAy to bE 4goTten..

this entry was supposed to be for yest.. but it's juz so not my day.. blogger seems so lag.. dat i'm too tired to wait n blog anything.. but i hope to share this day wif u guys cos it had disappoint me lots.. and reflect lots abt it.. well.. this is how the story begins....

Happy vaniez had planned to be out the whole day doing her stuffs.. she begins her day wif a nice simple breakfast wif her sista (she tagged along).. then they went to their aunt's place to collect her cam as she forgot to bring it back home to do an "impt" assignment.. when they left their aunt's place... n was abt to reach the train station.. vaniez remembered that she left her lappy on the dining table.. sista was so kind dat she offered to go back n take it.. thanx sista!! after taking her lappy.. they set off to vaniez's skool to do her assignment.. it was supposed to be a fast assignment... n they could enjoy the day out shoppin before mtg up wif mum.. but slow vaniez.. took her time tryin to select the best for her assignment.. n ended up finishin it jux b4 mtg their mum.. becos of vaniez, poor sista skip lunch wif her while waiting for her to finish her work.. sori gal -.-".. the moment they met up wif mum.. 2 hungry souls went str to the queue to buy food.. after dnr.. they went hunting for vaniez's stuffs.. but left for home empty-handed..

if the day has ended this way.. it will be a peacful day for her.. but why mux it always end up wif some disappointments when it is such a pleasant day?? being kind enuf to ask how's one's work goin had caused her to feel dat she cared too much.. her words seems to be doubted.. well... words can be simple yet fearful sometimes.. she was upset not becos she was being argued.. but feels dat she is silly to gif chances again n again to believe dat everything can get back to the past.. well.. things had made her realised dat.. it's time to let go.. n bother-less abt it.. yup.. dun let this spoil ur day, vaniez!!

another disapointment was dat.. why peps jux cant be bothered abt their OWN work.. do u reali tink is alrite to ask someone to do n not chk thru for mistakes till the end of the day?? what if kind vaniez turns evil n not willing to help?? not dat she cant trust anyone to any task.. but it is always good to chk it 0ut.. cos each has his/her own standards.. well alrite.. she juz CARE too much.. since peps dun bother.. then why bother for dem.. so as long she has done her part.. so be it.

alrite.. this is what i wana pour out.. feelin much beta after typing it out.. from now.. i'm gona be EVIL.. being kind has no good end.. since peps feel dat i tink too much.. a person who can depend on in doin other's things.. a person who bother n care too much.. in another words.. being KPO.. i'm jux gona do it my way... say bye bye to the angelic vaniez.. n welcome the devilish girl whom care nth abt anything...

can i do it?? it's jux a matter of time...